Plug in

Found this person while surfing the net, doing my usual late night lurking. This blog is about a woman in recovery of a brain tumor. Ive watched her learn to walk, remember, and function all over again. I admire her bravery and the love of her family members. She actually inspires me at times by [...]

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R.I.P Jam Master Jay

Today marks the fifth year Anniversary of the death of a legend.  The sentiment I have for this man goes without saying because he was apart of the  group (RUN DMC)  that brought hip hop to my heart. I dedicate today’s blog to:
Jason Mizell aka Jam Master Jay

Who is Jam Master Jay?
A hip hop pioneer, producer, father, son, brother, husband, [...]

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Red (I miss you so much)

 Dont Know why..
Nora Jones
I waited ’til I saw the sun
I don’t know why I didn’t come
I left you by the house of fun
I don’t know why I didn’t come
I don’t know why I didn’t come
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my [...]

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Customer Service Do’s and Dont’s

I work as a CSR for ComCast cable aka Time Warner, I take pride in my job not because I like my job but because I have strong work ethics. Im patient, helpful, friendly, and well informed. Im a rare jewel in the customer service business (so Ive been told).  My job is HARD from [...]

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Last Night (No sex)

I had a very good time last night. “L” showed up dressed all fly and smellin all good. I ask him all the time what it is that he’s wearing. He just grins, never really giving me a definite answer. I guess he figures if I knew that Id run out and buy it for someone else. [...]

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“L” is comeing through

“L” and I are no longer a couple due to personality and life goal differences. I could get into detail about it but I cant seem to find the mood to recount our break up in a blog. Tonight “L” is coming through to have a few drinks, chop it up, and then bounce. Im NOT [...]

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Rekindle (not just HIS job)

I woke up early this morning to a text message from one of my girlfriends (Nefitareia aka Neffy). I sat up in the bed and rolled my eyes, I was sleeping so good and Neffy is someone I can only take in small doses. Neffy only calls me to gripe about her current live in “David”. [...]

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A quiz result, and apples.

You are The Hierophant
Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.
All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.
The Hierophant’s purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) [...]

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Come back?

A tribe called quest says their making a come back.
 Look Here 
Im interested to see what they send off into the air waves because as we all know Hip Hop has changed alot since they cut their last few singles. The change from underground to commercial hips hop has become one of my most bitter sweet contemplations. Had it not [...]

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Im rated R

I guess I can agree with the rating but the reasons why were pretty stew-pid. The word sexy was used three X’s & shit used twice. go figure

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The golden ticket

Today I’ll be purchasing my weekly lotto ticket, this tradition was started by my Ex-Husband and myself many moons ago when things were running smoothly and minds were not yet mature about life and finances. When Brock (my ex) joined the service I was only 17 years old. Id been outside of Lawton two times in [...]

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My first love had hips

I remember my first taste of love, she was beautiful, colorful, and different from all the others. She spoke to me about struggle, positive images, live ass house parties, in your face fashion/style, and sometimes she got down with politics and black power.
Living in Lawton is like living in a time warp, we’ve always been [...]

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Nikki

I met her at the Fox’s house shortly after Nita moved out. The whole experience was short lived but I remember thinking to myself that she was very pretty. She had stark bright baby blue eyes (which I later found out were contacts), dark hair, and an olive skin color. I could see why “L” was [...]

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Is it that serious people??

Wow….all I can say is wow.
I found this on Kanye West’s Blog

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Time of great transformation

The Sun enters your birth sign today to mark the beginning of your astrological month. It’s time for you to review the previous year and think about the upcoming one. You are still moving through a time of great transformation, so the impact of therapy, yoga or other spiritual pursuits is greater now than at [...]

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I cant see it coming down my eyes

I cry…
When I’m sad
When I pray
When the stress is just too unbearable
When I say goodbye to my kids EVERY summer
When the anniversary date of my daughters death arrives (RIP Jaianna my angel)
At weddings
I cry…
When I see another person in a pain Ive also felt in the past
When the nightmares come back to back
When he says [...]

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A woman should have

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants
to or needs to…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her
dreams wants to see her in an hour…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a youth she’s content [...]

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Short poems in Haiku form

Break up
So tired am I
Why must we argue & fight?
Im ready to go

 Do you?
Do you know me sir?
I doubt you could ever see,
See that Im all yours

Here Comes the Rain
She can feel the breeze
The leaves move quickly and dance
here come the rain drops…

Classified add
Wanted: a soulmate
Looking for deep insights
please apply within

Im playing around with differnt forms [...]

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Adopted by a Fox

What I learned this weekend:
 Jose cuevro & patron dont mix
Family visiting from afar brings good feelings of nostalga
 Its easy to go back to what you know & hard to start something new.
Shopping makes me feel better when Im upset but leaves my pockets empty as hell later.
Time heals all wounds if your patient enough to let it.
I dont [...]

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Cant hardly wait…

Im not blind, sometimes I just close my eyes because a moment of happiness is worth more then a day filled with worry and doubt. I choose to be blind because the pain of confronting a fear is something I cant deal with at the moment. I know that this is a bad habit but [...]

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