Small things to a giant

Don’t worry about the small things, remember they don’t call them small for nothing. Life is too short to stress about situations and circumstances that you have no controll over. Lately ive found myself in a place where I had to take what was given to me and just lean back with it and roll. [...]

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Soulkimchee wears combat boots

So I guess your wondering what happened to me? Soulkim done went and joined the us army! That’s right folks, I’m no longer a civilian anymore. I’m a m16 packing, uniform wearing, doing push ups in the rain in the winter time GI Jane. After years of dead end jobs due to a poverity stricken [...]

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From catapillar, to cacoon, to butterfly

Im not a butterfly, not yet. I once was a catapillar, struggleing & searching everyday for a way to eat, hideing in the shadows from preadtors. I didnt realize my full potential because all I knew was how to make it, how to live to eat for the next day. Here I am now, only to realize that [...]

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Expectations

I nonchalantly lit my Newport as I stepped out into the cold. The back of the building where my fellow coworkers smoked and huddled amongst each other seemed almost empty and quiet as I fumbled through my purse for my nokia phone. It was always hard for me to call him like this, talking to [...]

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Soft, Slow, and Easy

I just want to be his princess, I just want him to kiss me caress me, love me gentle, and slow. I know I can be rough around the edges but when Im with my man I want him to treat me like Im soft and fragile. Not helpless, but fragile…

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Murphy’s Laws

 

Nothing is as easy as it looks.

Everything takes longer than you think.
Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong. Corollary: If there is a worse time for something [...]

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With an option to buy

Why sell yourself short if you dont have to? Though there is nothing wrong with moving in with a person before the knot is tied, I often wonder what some peoples motives really are behind this decision. I find that boyz, not men but boyz, think that moving in with a woman is like renting [...]

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Afraid

Willy Wonka:
 There’s no earthly way of knowing / Which direction we are going / There’s no knowing where we’re rowing / Or which way the river’s flowing / Is it raining? / Is it snowing? / Is a hurricane a-blowing? / Not a speck of light is showing / So the danger must be growing [...]

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Memories

I find myself having a hard time writing today. So many things are floating across my mind and then drifting into another thought randomly. Since I cant blog thoughts today Ive decided to blog random fragments of my memory to celebrate my scattered brain patterns. Sometimes when its just me and silence these random fragments appear in [...]

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The tree

Im about to get a bit deep and use a metaphor, if I lose you (which I doubt) I apologize in advance.
Im like a tree tall and strong, roots buried deep into soil. Sometimes I dream of a day that I can relocate to a different place so I sway back and forth when the [...]

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The Father and his two daughters

The Father and His Two Daughters
  A man had two daughters, the one married to a gardener, and the
other to a tile-maker.  After a time he went to the daughter who
had married the gardener, and inquired how she was and how all
things went with her.  She said, “All things are prospering with
me, and I have only [...]

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Equilibrium

Plot Synopsis

A man who dares to feel finds his life in danger in this cautionary science fiction action/drama. In the future, after a Third World War has decimated much of the Earth’s population, a new nation known as Libria rises up under the unquestioned leadership of Dupont (Angus MacFadyen). Believing human emotions and their expression [...]

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The Costumes We Wear

Happy Halloween to all of you who celebrate! I myself have always been a big fan of the Hallmark/pagan holiday. In the beginning when I was a little girl, Halloween meant one thing and one thing only to me “free candy”. I hated wearing costumes and my mother subjected me to many years of princess’s, [...]

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Red (I miss you so much)

 Dont Know why..
Nora Jones
I waited ’til I saw the sun
I don’t know why I didn’t come
I left you by the house of fun
I don’t know why I didn’t come
I don’t know why I didn’t come
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my [...]

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Rekindle (not just HIS job)

I woke up early this morning to a text message from one of my girlfriends (Nefitareia aka Neffy). I sat up in the bed and rolled my eyes, I was sleeping so good and Neffy is someone I can only take in small doses. Neffy only calls me to gripe about her current live in “David”. [...]

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A quiz result, and apples.

You are The Hierophant
Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.
All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.
The Hierophant’s purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) [...]

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Come back?

A tribe called quest says their making a come back.
 Look Here 
Im interested to see what they send off into the air waves because as we all know Hip Hop has changed alot since they cut their last few singles. The change from underground to commercial hips hop has become one of my most bitter sweet contemplations. Had it not [...]

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The golden ticket

Today I’ll be purchasing my weekly lotto ticket, this tradition was started by my Ex-Husband and myself many moons ago when things were running smoothly and minds were not yet mature about life and finances. When Brock (my ex) joined the service I was only 17 years old. Id been outside of Lawton two times in [...]

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My first love had hips

I remember my first taste of love, she was beautiful, colorful, and different from all the others. She spoke to me about struggle, positive images, live ass house parties, in your face fashion/style, and sometimes she got down with politics and black power.
Living in Lawton is like living in a time warp, we’ve always been [...]

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Nikki

I met her at the Fox’s house shortly after Nita moved out. The whole experience was short lived but I remember thinking to myself that she was very pretty. She had stark bright baby blue eyes (which I later found out were contacts), dark hair, and an olive skin color. I could see why “L” was [...]

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