Soulkimchee wears combat boots

So I guess your wondering what happened to me? Soulkim done went and joined the us army! That’s right folks, I’m no longer a civilian anymore. I’m a m16 packing, uniform wearing, doing push ups in the rain in the winter time GI Jane. After years of dead end jobs due to a poverity stricken [...]

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My president is black!

A day that very few could imagine, invision, or foresee has finally came to pass. My president is black, my president has made it possisble for me to put up a poster in my sons and daughters room and actually say you can do more then play ball to make your mark in this country. [...]

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Expectations

I nonchalantly lit my Newport as I stepped out into the cold. The back of the building where my fellow coworkers smoked and huddled amongst each other seemed almost empty and quiet as I fumbled through my purse for my nokia phone. It was always hard for me to call him like this, talking to [...]

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Memories

I find myself having a hard time writing today. So many things are floating across my mind and then drifting into another thought randomly. Since I cant blog thoughts today Ive decided to blog random fragments of my memory to celebrate my scattered brain patterns. Sometimes when its just me and silence these random fragments appear in [...]

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A quiz result, and apples.

You are The Hierophant
Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.
All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.
The Hierophant’s purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) [...]

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The golden ticket

Today I’ll be purchasing my weekly lotto ticket, this tradition was started by my Ex-Husband and myself many moons ago when things were running smoothly and minds were not yet mature about life and finances. When Brock (my ex) joined the service I was only 17 years old. Id been outside of Lawton two times in [...]

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Time of great transformation

The Sun enters your birth sign today to mark the beginning of your astrological month. It’s time for you to review the previous year and think about the upcoming one. You are still moving through a time of great transformation, so the impact of therapy, yoga or other spiritual pursuits is greater now than at [...]

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I cant see it coming down my eyes

I cry…
When I’m sad
When I pray
When the stress is just too unbearable
When I say goodbye to my kids EVERY summer
When the anniversary date of my daughters death arrives (RIP Jaianna my angel)
At weddings
I cry…
When I see another person in a pain Ive also felt in the past
When the nightmares come back to back
When he says [...]

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Adopted by a Fox

What I learned this weekend:
 Jose cuevro & patron dont mix
Family visiting from afar brings good feelings of nostalga
 Its easy to go back to what you know & hard to start something new.
Shopping makes me feel better when Im upset but leaves my pockets empty as hell later.
Time heals all wounds if your patient enough to let it.
I dont [...]

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Moving day…

The quest to become a better writer started offically last night. The inspiration that my own writing has given me must be some kinda blessing during these troubled prediscovery times in my lyfe. I search and stratch everyday for an identiy,  only to discover parts of myself I never knew exsisted. “I” am my own enigma [...]

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